Mr Primo

I dont want anything from you. How quickly you forget what you did. How fast did you leave me standing there when I needed you. How quickly you forgot about your previous antics. Your lies. Your love for eye candy took your eyes off me. While you were busy watching him and him you didnt see me. I am shamless in admitting that I cried back then. I cried a thousand tears but not one of them you understood.

Yet you call me self absorbed. I was so self absorbed that when we argued I could barely function yet you HAD to get on and put on a show because thats what you do. You can’t let people see that side of you. You litter your walls with pictures of yourself. You complain that you missed your hospital appoint for ME while I lay ill. Projection. Lights. Camera. Action.

Then you left. You walked away. By then. It was too late to talk to me. Too late to rectify things with me. When I walk, I walk for good. I’m a man of pride. I dont play games. I guess thats why you were so good at playing me. I didnt know the rules. Neither do I want to understand them. You will be happy one day. The reality? It will never be with me. I can’t give it and for that I am not sorry.

You’ve messed me right up. But don’t you worry. It won’t be forever.